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Messages from Ground Zero Chaplains on the 5th anniversary of 9/11

Liturgical Resources used at
the Cathedral of St. James, September 11, 2001


Prayers in a Time of Crisis After the attacks
on The World Trade Center and The Pentagon

From Trinity Church, Copley Square, Boston

Episcopal Liturgical Resources in Times of Crisis
prepared on September 19, 2001 by The Office of the Bishop
for the Armed Services, Healthcare and Prison Ministries

New Hymn: When Sudden Terror Tears Apart

Litany After an Act of Terror


 

September 11th, 2001
The Bishop's Notebook Archive

 

Sermons

A National Day of Prayer: September 14, 2001
The Rev. Dr. Robert G. Certain
Rector, St. Margaret's Episcopal Church
Palm Desert, CA


Homily for September 11, 2001

by The Rev. Deborah G. Tammearu,
Rector, St. Thomas' Church, Mamaroneck, NY

All Saints Sunday, November 4, 2001
by The Rev. Deborah G. Tammearu, Rector, St. Thomas' Church, Mamaroneck, NY

A Sermon for The Fifteenth Sunday after Pentecost, September 16, 2001
by The Rev. Deborah G. Tammearu, Rector, St. Thomas' Church, Mamaroneck, NY

A Sermon for Proper 20C
The Rev. Jack Zamboni
Grace St. Paul's Church, Mercerville, NJ September 23, 2001

In the Shadow of the cross
by Nathan Brockman

For Those We Love But See No Longer:
Daily Offices for Times of Grief
by The Rev. Lisa Belcher Hamilton

(Paraclete Press, 2001)
www.paracletepress.com

  To read a review of this book click here

 

 

"The Tragedy of September 11"
Weill College of Medicine
September 20, 2001
by The Rev. Curtis Hart

Director of Pastoral Care and Education
at the New York-Presbyterian Hospital,
Weill Cornell Center

Reflections on working at Ground Zero from
Comdr. Gail Cullisch, U.S. Coast Guard

September 10, 2001
A Blessing Upon This Rock

Br. Anthony-Francis
The Hermitage of St. John of the Cross
Diocese of New York

Diary Entry - September 11, 2001 -
God in the Cloud - God in the Smoke,

Br. Anthony-Francis
The Hermitage of St. John of the Cross
Diocese of New York

October 2001 Letter from Bishop Mark Sisk, the Bishop of New York, to all priests and deacons in the Diocese of New York

 



The following piece was part of panel symposium for the students and faculty at Weill Medical College, Cornell University where where Chaplain Curtis Hart is Spiritual Counselor or Chaplain to the school and where he holds an appointment as Lecturer in the Department of Medicine. Chaplain Hart is director of Pastoral Care and Education at New York-Presbyterian Hospital, Weill Cornell Center.

"The Tragedy of September 11"
Weill College of Medicine
September 20, 2001
The Rev. Curtis Hart

This evening I would like to spend a few moments reflecting upon the impact of the events of the past nine days upon the spiritual, or inner, life.

I am going to begin with a brief anecdote. Along with my work here at the Medical Center I am also the part time pastor of the Church of the Good Shepherd on Roosevelt Island. You can actually see the church building from the upper floors of the Greenberg Pavilion when you look across into Queens. There our congregation shares space with our Roman Catholic friends. On Sunday morning I arrived in the front of the church to be met by Sister Regina, an ardent and well known figure involved in leadership of the other congregation and someone whom everyone on the Island knows and respects. She grasped my hand and exclaimed "My faith has been shaken. Has your faith been shaken?" Her direct and unequivocal remark made me pause and take stock. I needed Regina's capacity for truth telling to get past my usually effective defenses to acknowledge what was really going on. I immediately agreed with her assessment.

Upon reflection, I have come to believe that having one's faith shaken is an absolutely appropriate response to last week's tragedy. By faith I mean here less an intellectual assent to a particular creed or doctrine that is made our of habit or convention and more an affective or deeply felt reliance upon values, attitudes, and relationships that sustain and give coherence and meaning to life. Faith in this sense includes but is not limited to traditional theistic formulations.

From this perspective perhaps you may have felt that in some ways your faith has been shaken over the events of the past week, too. What are the potential results of having this occur? Perhaps there is a greater experience of rumination that for some borders on depression or even despair. There may be a temporary loss of hope or an inability to pray or meditate. There may also be the presence of rage against the Creator for what has happened. The pervasive sense of loss and the irritability we recognize as arising in response to trauma may spill over or result in distress in one's spiritual or inner life as well. These are examples of the psychospiritual sequelae for having been confronted with major trauma or tragedy such as our encounter with America's second day of infamy.

Do I have any specific recommendations for dealing with these concerns? A few come to mind. Talk about what has happened or is happening to you. If you find yourself asking questions you never asked before listen to the voice within and take it seriously. If you are preoccupied or deeply worried seek help. Trust also that meaning, coherence, and order will return but only after some time has passed. Don't rush the process but trust yourself to discover what you will need for continuing the journey.

This week I found myself thinking about the speech that Robert Kennedy gave the night Martin Luther King was killed in Memphis in 1968. At that moment he was speaking before a primarily African American audience in Gary, Indiana, the heartland of America. After telling the crowd about the assassination, Kennedy made a deeply reflective address that included the following quotation from the Greek poet, Aeschylus

           Pain in our sleep which cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the
           heart until in our own despair and against our will comes wisdom
           through the awful grace of God.

"Wisdom through the awful grace of God." This was not the facile contrivance of a speech writer who had carefully listened to focus groups. Rather this was a thoroughly spontaneous response to tragedy and loss as well as an expression of Kennedy's gut wrenching struggle with his own brother's assassination four and an half years before.

Wisdom and grace. These are cornerstones of trust and hope for the finding of one's way again. They are also the basis for discovery of usable ideals and values even in the face of pain and loss. They are an expression of faith broadly understood.

Our faith (or faiths) shaken? Yes. Certainly. But not forever.


September 10, 2001 - A Blessing Upon This Rock

It is Monday, and I am having a slow morning - I can not get a move on. Eventually, I have breakfast and leave the hermitage too late to go to my rock in Central Park where I have been doing the Daily Morning Office for the past year and a half. A place that has become a sacred space for me. I am also arguing with myself not to do the Daily Office at home today either, but to do the short form on the train - a practice I rarely ever do. But, as I later learn, God has a purpose for this day in my life, and all is working well by His plan.

I arrived at the subway station and boarded the train. The only seat I could find was between two heavy wide men - I squeeze myself into the seat and take out my booklet containing the Daily Office and proceed to do my prayer. Just as I am finishing, the man to my right gets up to leave and a woman just coming on the train sits down in his place. She will be revealed to be a messenger of God, but she is not aware of the message she carries - God is sneaky that way you know.

She takes out a newspaper, and instead of folding it up to a narrow width, a neighborly consideration, she just opens the whole thing big and wide. She is reading an article on page 6. However, page 7 is staring me in the face big and bold; God really wants to get my attention. The headline there reads, "Baby Is Born On Central Park Rock." My heart beats with a heavy thump - I intuitively knew it was either the rock where I pray or in that vicinity. I became excited and could not wait to buy the New York Post to prove out my heart. Of course the train takes longer to get where you want to go when we think this way.

I eventually I arrive at my destination and find a newspaper vending machine. I nervously put my quarter in the slot, opened the door and withdrew the paper. I opened it up right there - no waiting to go to the office first. Sure enough what they were describing was the area where my boulder is located. The baby was born on that rock and the mother abandoned her child to this place.

As sad as that is, I could not get over the awesomeness of the fact that the mother was drawn to this place as a safe place to leave her child - a place that had become my sacred space, a place bathed in prayer. A mother drawn to this place to give birth and leaving her child on a prayerful rock is a beautiful example of an unconscious but intuitive response to prayer; to Love. The baby, a girl, was found and the police removed her to Roosevelt Hospital, where she was found to be strong, and with a good loud cry. Mystery baby, born under the open sky, may she be graced with a mystical life of prayer in her heart.

I called the NY Post to find out more about the baby and to get out a message about the power of prayer, but they never called me back. I called the head chaplain at Roosevelt Hospital who knows me from my work there with AIDS patients, I left a message for him to call me.

Later after the noon Mass I went into the sacristy where I spoke with one of the Bishops about this situation - I explained that I was really feeling for this child, but along with it I had need to get out a message about the power of prayer, and how important that is in today's world of monumental secularism - no one prays anymore, no one seems to care. With tearful eyes, I said, "Today the Glory of God shines. It is the kind of happening that speaks of Jesus' statement to his disciples, 'The Kingdom of God has come close to you.' And when that happens it is beautifully unbearable.

I hope she is named Gloria or some name like that." The Bishop encouraged me to see this child and to bless her. "This is your spiritual child," he said. "You know, you will never see her again. She came from mystery and when she is adopted, she will return to mystery."

I will forever pray for her as Gloriana, a most unusual name, hoping that this is what she will be named by her adoptee's. Perhaps twenty years hence we will somehow meet, and I would know by her name that it is she.

In all this, I remain with an agonizing feeling of having to get out to the public a message about the power of prayer. To get so "public" is not like me and I don't understand this feeling today. In retrospect, I believe I have discerned its connection with the happenings of the next day.

Br. Anthony-Francis
The Hermitage of St. John of the Cross
Diocese of New York



Diary Entry - September 11, 2001 - God in the Cloud - God in the Smoke

Today is Tuesday and I am in a wonderful mood from the day before. I keep the shirts in my closet rotated, which means that today it is the brightly colored plaid one. But I am not comfortable with the selection, I feel something is not right about it. I look at the next one, a white shirt with blue stripes; not good either but something attracts me to the black one - that feels better. I am all in black today, not a combination I would usually choose for work.

I arrive at my office and someone casually says to me that a plane has just struck the World Trade Center. I thought perhaps a little Cessna aircraft clipped its wing against the edge of the building - that happens from time to time. A few minutes later I hear that another plane has hit the towers. "Come into the boardroom, we have it on television," someone says. I go there and am somewhat shocked to see a smoking fiery hole outlining the image of a large passenger airliner. More shocking is the view from the boardroom window - a direct view of the smoldering towers. It is an awesome sight to behold. My heart goes out to the people both inside the plane and within the building.

A little while later, while looking out the window, I witness the collapse of the south tower creating layered intertwined trails of puffy white smoke as the whole building tumbles downward in a cloud of ash; I became sick to my stomach knowing the devastation of humanity that was snatched in its grip. Later still, the north tower collapses into itself; I can hardly control the agonizing feelings of helplessness mixed with a certain perplexity. This incident is no accident, we are at war. My co-workers are hugging each other; some are crying. Between the Glory of God in the birth of a baby abandoned yesterday, and the evil of destruction today, I am on a roller-coaster of emotion. I can not stay here - I am driven to leave the office; I go to the Episcopal Church Center Chapel around the corner.

I am the only one in here. I sit in the same chair as when I attend Mass. I close my eyes; there is emptiness - I am tearful but not feeling. The 'silent voice' within instructs me to lie on the floor. I resist, not wanting to make a spectacle of myself in a public place, but recognizing this attitude as lack of humility I obey - as always the silent voice wins out. Not wanting to be noticed, I choose to lie on the floor behind the free standing wooden altar but still facing the main green marble altar and cross stationed against the reredos wall. There I kneel. . . and at that moment so does my heart; I bless myself with the sign of the cross. A quiet humbleness comes over me; I sink into myself.

Slowly, I prostrate myself on the floor; legs straight down, arms outstretched taking upon myself the sign of the cross - I become the cross. The irregular sharp edges of the mosaic tile of the Presiding Bishop's Coat of Arms in the floor cuts into my cheekbone - the floor is cool to my face and hands. Mosaic floor, mosaic tile, Mosaic Law; words sprawl through my head - I shall love the Lord my God with all my heart and with all my might, and I shall love my neighbor as myself. Love your enemies.

I offer myself as an instrument of your Peace for your children, near and yet so far. I feel the spreading out of prayer in me through me to them, my heart becoming a sanctuary for your Love. I pray on their behalf that missing any mark in life be reconciled with you. Lord forgive them as I know you will; bless these your children and take them into your Loving arms.

There is nothing I can do except to be, and allow your work to take place in and through me. Images of people caught in the disaster appear - agonizing faces, frightened faces. I love them as I do the innocents of the world; holding them and their families in prayer. I pray also for God's other children, the birds and other animals - their nests and living spaces and their young ones. For me this is not just about people - I become one with all creation.

I AM in the cloud,
I AM in the smoke,
I am present - just to be.

"The Lord said to Moses, 'Come up to me on the mountain, and wait there; and I will give you the tablets of stone, the law and the commandment. . ..' So Moses went up the mountain, and a cloud covered it. The glory of the Lord settled upon it and covered it six days. And the Lord descended in the cloud and took his place beside him, and proclaimed the name of the Lord. The Lord passed before him and called aloud, 'The Lord, the Lord, a god merciful and gracious, long-suffering, ever constant and true, and maintaining constancy of love for thousands, forgiving iniquity and rebellion and sin. . ..' And Moses made haste to prostrate himself and worshiped. And he said, 'If I have found favor in thy sight, O Lord, let the Lord, I pray thee, go in the midst of us, . . . pardon our iniquity and our sin, and take us as thy own possession.

'" Synchronistic Adaption of Exodus 24:12, 15; 34:5-7a; 8, 9 (RSV/NEB)
Br. Anthony-Francis
The Hermitage of St. John of the Cross
Diocese of New York

 

 



Prayers in a Time of Crisis After the attacks on The World Trade Center and The Pentagon
From Trinity Church, Copley Square, Boston




Please stand as the Prayer Vigil begins

Leader    The love of God, the peace of Christ and the grace of the Holy Spirit be with you.
People    And also with you.

Leader    Out of the depths, we cry to you, O Lord.
People    Save us and help us, O God.
Leader    Be not far from us O God, for we are in the midst of trouble.
People    All our bones are out of joint,
Leader    And our hearts are like burning wax within our breasts.
People    Save us and help us, O God.

Leader    Let us pray.
                Silence

Holy, holy, holy Lord, source of life and creator of all: we come before you sick with the horror that has befallen us, numb with shock at the extent of our losses, and heartbroken for our world torn apart by conflict and strife. Come among us with the grace of your healing power that we may commend to you all who have died, entrust to you all who are suffering and dying, and confide to your protection and care all who are working to save the lives of those still in peril.

                Silence

Leader    Rest eternal grant to those who have died, O Lord.
People    And let light perpetual shine upon them.
Leader    May their souls, and the souls of all the departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace.
People    Amen.
                                                                   Please sit

A Reading from the letter of Paul to the Romans     8:35-39

Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Leader    The Word of the Lord.
People    Thanks be to God.

                                                             Please stand or kneel

Leader    The Lord be with you.
People    And also with you.
Leader    Let us pray.

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy Name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.

Our Father in heaven hallowed be your Name, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us Save us from the time of trial and deliver us from evil. For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours, now and for ever. Amen.

In the silence that follows the People are invited to pray,
offering their particular concerns to God - either silently or aloud.


The Leader continues with the following prayer

God of grace, call all the nations of the earth to cease from strife, that all may join to fight not one another, but their common foes of want and ignorance, disease and suffering. Lead all people out of the way of death and into the way of life; away from destruction and to the building of a new world of justice and peace, liberty and joy. Great Redeemer of all, hear our prayer, and end the dark night of cruelty and fear, and bring in the dawn of mercy and reconciliation, for Jesus Christ's sake. Amen.

All pray together the prayer attributed to St. Francis

Lord, make us instruments of your peace. Where there is hatred, let us sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is discord, union; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy. Grant that we may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

                                                                   Please stand

Leader    God is our refuge and strength,
People    A very present help in trouble.
Leader    Therefore we will not fear, though the earth be moved,
People    And though the mountains be toppled into the depth of the sea.
Leader    Though the waters rage and foam,
People    And though the mountains tremble at its tumult.
Leader    The Lord of hosts is with us;
People    The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Leader     May God almighty grant to the living, grace; to the departed, rest; and to our broken world, peace: And the blessing of the Holy and Undivided Trinity, one God, be upon you and remain with you always. Amen.

Leader    Let us go forth into the world trusting the power of God's grace and love.
People    Thanks be to God.

During these days of shock and grief the Baptistery is set aside as a place of continuing prayer.
A Book of Prayers for people to sign and add their prayers has been placed in the Baptistery.

Please join us on Saturday, September 15th at 11:00 a.m. in a major service with choir as we pray for our City, our Nation and the World.


A prayer attributed to St. Francis

Lord,
make us instruments of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let us sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is discord, union;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy.

Grant that we may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and
it is in dying
that we are born to eternal life. Amen.


Loving Lord,
we pray for those who have been killed,
for those who suffer still
and for all whose lives have been ravaged.
We hold up to you
all who are bewildered and afraid,
all those who are dying
all who are bereaved,
and all whose faith has been tested.
Speak your tender word to them
and protect them by your loving care,
that in the midst of things we cannot understand,
we and they may believe in your love,
know your faithfulness,
and trust your presence with all who suffer,
through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

O God, your love never ends and your faithfulness is new every morning. Draw near to all whose lives have been menaced by these acts of terrorism, fold into your tender embrace those who mourn the violent deaths of those they love, and be present with those who suffer even now. Come in the compassion of your grace and remake us all, that love may replace hatred, concord reign instead of conflict, and peace overcome every form of enmity; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.


Prayer in a Time of Crisis
For the City and for the Nation
September 15, 2001


Prelude:
    Pavane                                                         Gabriel Fauré

Introitus and Kyrie from Requiem                    Gabriel Faure

Hymn: Almighty Father, strong to save              Melita

Officiant      The love of God, the peace of Christ and the grace of the Holy Spirit be with you.
People         And also with you.

Greeting

Responsory

Officiant    Out of the depths, we cry to you, O Lord.
People       Save us and help us, O God.
Officiant    Be not far from us, O God, for we are in the midst of trouble.
People       All our bones are out of joint,
Officiant    And our hearts are like burning wax within our breasts.
People       Save us and help us, O God.

Prayer

Officiant      The Lord be with you.
People        And also with you.
Officiant      Let us pray.

Silence

Holy, holy, holy Lord, source of life and creator of all: we come before you sick with the horror that has befallen us, numb with shock at the extent of our losses, and heartbroken for our world torn apart by conflict and strife. Come among us with the grace of your healing power that we may commend to you all who have died, entrust to you all who are suffering and dying, and confide to your protection and care all who are working to save the lives of those still in peril. Amen.

Anthem: Hide me under the shadow of thy wings    John E. West

A Reading from Lamentations 3:22-26, 31-33
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases,
God's mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
The Lord, I say, is all that I have; therefore I shall wait patiently for the Lord.
Those who wait for God, and all who seek the Lord,
to them the Lord is good.
It is good that one should wait quietly
for the salvation of the Lord.
For God will not reject forever.
For the Lord does not willingly afflict or grieve anyone.

Silence

Reader      Hear what the Spirit is saying to the Churches.
People      Thanks be to God.

Prayer

Officiant    The Lord be with you .
People       And also with you.
Officiant    Let us pray.

Silence

O God our strength and stay, our times are in your hands: you create us in love, you uphold us in the chances and changes of our lives, you do not abandon us in our distress and you shield us in our joy. Give us courage in our time of trial, make us gracious and generous even as we suffer, and lift our spirits that we may live always in the confidence of your nearness and love; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Anthem: These are they that follow the Lamb      John Goss

Poem: Dirge Without Music by Edna St. Vincent Millay

I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in the hard ground.
So it is, and so it will be, for so it has been, time out of mind:
Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely.
Crowned
With lilies and with laurel they go; but I am not resigned.

Lovers and thinkers, into the earth with you.
Be one with the dull, the indiscriminate dust.
A fragment of what you felt, of what you knew,
A formula, a phrase remains, - but the best is lost.

The answers quick and keen, the honest look, the laughter, the love, -
They are gone.    They are gone to feed the roses.    Elegant and curled
Is the blossom. Fragrant is the blossom. I know. But I do not approve.
More precious is the light in your eyes than all the roses in the world.

Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave
Gently they go, the beautiful, the tender, the kind;
Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.
I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned.

Anthem: There is a balm in Gilead            Trad. Arr. Dawson

A Reading from Paul's Letter to the Romans 8:19, 34-35, 37-39
The creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the children of God. It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us. Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Silence

Reader    Hear what the Spirit is saying to the Churches.
People    Thanks be to God.

Prayer

Officiant   The Lord be with you.
People      And also with you.
Officiant   Let us pray.

Silence

Lord Jesus Christ, our constant companion and living savior, the brightness of your love illumines the dark shadows of all our lonely valleys. When terror threatens and fear besets us, and we are cast adrift from all that holds us fast, let the radiance of your steadfast love lay hold of us to draw us back to the safety of your saving embrace, for you are our savior, living and true, now and always. Amen.

Anthem: Jesus Christ the Apple Tree      Elizabeth Poston

A Reading: from the Gospel of Matthew 5:1-12
When Jesus saw the crowds, he went up the mountain; and after he sat down, his disciples came to him. Then he began to speak, and taught them, saying:
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
"Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
"Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
"Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
"Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you."

Silence

Reader    The Word of the Lord.
People    Thanks be to God.

Meditation    The Reverend Samuel T. Lloyd, III, Rector

Hymn: Make me a channel of your peace   Sebastian Temple

Prayers
Officiant    We stand in solemn silence, calling to mind those who have died in this great tragedy, giving tribute to those whose heroic service to others cost them their lives, committing them all to the grace and love of God.
A muffled drum beats nine times, solemnly

Leader    Let us pray saying, "Bless us and keep us, O God."

For all whose lives are devastated by the violence of terrorism:
for those killed in the attacks on the World Trade Center, The Pentagon and in the plane crash in Pennsylvania,
for the victims of terrorism in Ireland and in the Middle East, and who live in the midst of conflict and fear, we pray to you, O Lord:
People    Bless us and keep us, O God.

Leader    For all who mourn a tragic loss:
for those whose loved ones were killed in these disasters,
for all who have lost a spouse or relative, co-worker or friend to violence of any kind,
for the grace to build a world of violence and hatred, we pray to you, O Lord:
People    Bless us and keep us, O God.

Leader    For all those who serve the welfare of people everywhere:
For the leaders of the nations and for all in authority,
for rescue-workers and firefighters,
for peace-makers and peace-keepers,
for all who risk their lives to serve the needs of others, we pray to you, O Lord:
People     Bless us and keep us, O God.

Leader     For our children who grow up with violence all around them:
on the streets, and in their classrooms,
for wisdom in teaching them, gentleness in modeling life for them,
and above all things, respect and love for them, we pray to you, O Lord:
People    Bless us and keep us, O God.

Leader    For our world torn apart by conflict and strife,
arrogance and hatred,
disparity in power and resources,
yet bound together in the common ideals of freedom and justice,
dignity and opportunity for all;
that we learn the lessons of respect and reconciliation and turn our hearts against vengeance,
we pray to you, O Lord:
People    Bless us and keep us, O God.

Leader    For our nation and for our country:
for this good and bounteous land that you have given us,
for the noble heritage of liberty, freedom and justice which is ours,
for the grace to share generously what has been entrusted to us
and for the wisdom and will to conserve it for those who come after us, we pray to you, O Lord:
People    Bless us and keep us, O God.

Officiant    God of grace, call all the nations of the earth to cease from strife, that all may join to fight not one another, but their common foes of want and ignorance, disease and suffering. Lead all people out of the way of death and into the way of life; away from destruction and to the building of a new world of justice and peace, liberty and joy. Great Redeemer of all, hear our prayer, and end the dark night of cruelty and fear, and bring in the dawn of mercy and reconciliation, for Jesus Christ's sake. Amen.

Anthem: Pie Jesus from Requiem    Andrew Lloyd Webber

Commendation

Leader    Sustain the living, O Lord, and receive into eternal life all who have died;
People     For you are our hope and strength.

Leader    We commend to you, O God most holy, all those who died in the disasters that struck our land
and people on Tuesday;
People     Let light perpetual shine upon them.
Leader    Give them rest, O Christ, with all your saints,
People    Where sorrow and pain are no more, neither sighing, but life everlasting.

Leader    We commend to you, O God most holy, our land and people: George our President, Jane our Governor, Thomas our Mayor, and all who serve the common good;
People    Guide us in the ways of justice and peace.

Leader    We commend ourselves to you, O God most holy; Guide and protect us, console and restore us, O Lord. Leader     For only in you can we live in safety.

Hymn: O beautiful for spacious skies      Materna

Blessing

Officiant    May God almighty grant to the living, grace; to the departed, rest; and to our broken world, peace: And the blessing of the Holy and Undivided Trinity, one God, be upon you and remain with you always. Amen.

Hymn: God of grace and God of glory    Cwm Rhondda

Dismissal

Officiant    Let us go forth into the world trusting the power of God's grace and love.
People       Thanks be to God.

Postlude
Little Fugue in G minor BWV 578       Johan Sebastian Bach





Liturgical Resources used at the Cathedral of St. James on September 11, 2001

Collect of the Day

O God, we call out to you in our fear, our rage and our confusion as cities burn and the innocent suffer and die. Hold us fast more and more in your love. Increase in us the mind and spirit of Christ, so that through us as your disciples, evil can be confronted by good, violence met with care, hatred overwhelmed with love; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord. Amen.

The First Reading: Jeremiah 31:15-17
The Psalm: Psalm 23
The Holy Gospel: John 11:21-27

Prayers of the People

Deacon Surely Christ has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows. Therefore we turn to God in prayer during this time of national crisis, saying, O Christ hear us.

God of the nations and all peoples, we cry to you for consolation.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon God of all power, we come to you in fear.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon Unshakable God, as our cities tremble with destruction, we call out to you in grief and anxiety.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon All seeing God, keep watch over the wounded and those who minister to them.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon Creative God, send your Holy Spirit to soothe the suffering and comfort the afflicted.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon Ever-Present God, help us to feel your nearness in the midst of this ominous day.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon Welcoming God, bless the dying and receive them into the arms of your mercy.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon God of blessing, support our national leaders and all who hold authority in the nations of the world.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon God of forgiveness, keep us from being captured by rage and remind us to pray for those who hurt us.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Deacon Finally, O God of truth, work through our struggle and confusion to accomplish your purposes on earth and to unite us in harmony around your heavenly throne.

Assembly O Christ hear us.

Bishop O God, the Father of all, whose Son commanded us to love our enemies: Lead them and us from prejudice to truth; deliver them and us from hatred, cruelty, and revenge; and in your good time enable us all to stand reconciled before you; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.






Episcopal Liturgical Resources in Times of Crisis

HYMNAL

529      
In Christ there is no East or West
608      
Eternal Father, strong to save ("The Navy Hymn)
                                 Almighty God, Thou knowest our pain
                                 Our buildings crushed, our people slain
                                  Now help our nation to stand strong
                                  In the face of evil and of wrong
                                  And guide our nation evermore
                                  In times of peace, and times of war

                         (additional verse the the Rev. Canon Francis C. Zanger, Chaplain, US Navy)
718      God of our fathers
719      
O beautiful for spacious skies

(Consider also Lift Every Voice and Sing; Wonder, Love and Praise; Come Celebrate!, etc.)


SCRIPTURE

See recommended Burial scripture. Musical settings also appropriate (e.g., Canticle 9 [Isaiah 12:2-6] p. 86, Surely it is God who saves me, esp. Jack Noble White's musical setting)

Suggested Psalms
23:   The Lord is my shepherd (esp. KJV p. 5476)
27:   The Lord is my light and my slavation, whom then I shall fear
51:   Have mercy on me, O God...
116: The cords of death entangle me
121: I lift my eyes unto the hills

Check Different translations! An example:

NRSV: As [Jesus] came near and saw the city, he wept over it, saying, "If you, even you, had only recognized on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes. Indeed, the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up ramparts around you and surround you, and hem you in on every side. They will crush you to the ground, you and your children within you, and they will not leave within you one stone upon another; because you did not recognize the time of your visitation from God."
Luke 19:41-44

NASB: When [Jesus] approached Jerusalem, he saw the city and wept over it, saying, "If you had known in this day, even you, the things which make for peace! But now they have been hidden from your eyes. For the days will come upon you when your enemies will throw up a barricade aginst you and surround you and hem you in on every side, and they will level you to the ground and your children within you, and they will not leave one stone upon another, because you did not recognize the time of your visitation."

Symbols of loss

Ideas to consider:

  • A place for pictures of loved ones
  • A place to bring other symbols from loved one who have died
  • Use of military hats, firefighter's helmets, turnoutcoats, etc.
  • Unlit candle with black ribbon to be lighted at the Eucharist
  • Add a pinch of Ground Zero dust to your Ash Wendesday ashes

Model Memorial Service (Rite II, with an option for healing prayer and anointing)

  • Prelude
  • Processional Hymn
  • Opening acclamation (suggest penitential, p. 355 BCP)
  • Collect for purity
  • Options (Trisagion (x3), or Kyrie, or Burial anthem #2 (p. 492 BCP)
  • Collect for the burial of an adult (p. 493 BCP), modified (e.g., "Grant that all who have died in the recent tragedy, all sho have lost loved ones, and all who died trying to save them...")
  • Scriptures (see recommendations above)
  • Sermon
  • Creed
  • Prayers of the People (Brother Tobias' Prayer of the People in Times of National Crisis; Litany for the nation (p. 838 BCP); Prayer for heroic service (p. 838 BCP); Solemn collects from Good Friday Litany (277); use prayers in other books (e.g. BOS, New Zealand Prayer Book)
  • Confession & Absolution
  • Optional healing prayer and anointing (Anthem for healing (p. 455 BCP); Anointing for healing (p. 456 BCP)
  • Peace
  • Offertory (recommend Matthew 5:23-24, p. 376 BCP)
  • Eucharistic Prayer (consider B)
  • Post Communion Prayer (suggest Burial II prayer p. 498 BCP)

          (We encourage you to adapt all of the above according to local need)





( ENS) A prolific Episcopalian hymnwriter has written a new hymn to commemorate the terrorist attack on the World Trade Center towers and the Pentagon September 11. The hymn debuted at the noon eucharist at the Episcopal Church Center on September 18.

The hymn, entitled When sudden terror tears apart, was written in the days after the disasters by the Rev. Carl P. Daw, Jr., currently executive director of the Hymn Society in the United States and Canada. The text is in Common Meter (C.M.). Suggested tunes are Bangor (The Hymnal, p.164) and Detroit (The Hymnal, p. 674).

Contact Church Publishing Incorporated at 445 Fifth Avenue New York, New York 10016, General Number (800) 242-1918, Fax (212) 779-3392 for information about using the hymn. Reprints must include copyright information and a notation identifying the source of the music.
By Jan Nunley (The Rev. Jan Nunley is deputy deirector of the Episcopal New Service)


WHEN SUDDEN TERROR TEARS APART

C.M. (suggested tunes: BANGOR, DETROIT)

When sudden terror tears apart
the world we thought was ours,
we find how fragile strength can be,
how limited our powers.
As tower and fortress fall, we watch
with disbelieving stare
and numbly hear the anguished cries
that pierce the ash-filled air.
Yet most of all we are aware
of emptiness and void:
of lives cut short, of structures razed,
of confidence destroyed.
From this abyss of doubt and fear
we grope for words to pray,
and hear our stammering tongues embrace
a timeless Kyrie.
Have mercy, Lord, give strength and peace,
and make our courage great;
restrain our urge to seek revenge,
to turn our hurt to hate.
Help us to know your steadfast love,
your presence near as breath;
rekindle in our hearts the hope
of life that conquers death.

Words: Carl P. Daw, Jr. (b. 1944) ©2001 Hope Publishing Co., Carol Stream IL 60188 All rights reserved. Used by permission. · The Rev. Jan Nunley is deputy director of the Episcopal News Service.




Litany after an act of terror
by the Rev. Thomas L. Weitzel, Evangelical Lutheran Church in America
The following litany has been written for parish, ecumenical and interfaith use.

L. Let us pray for our nation and those in need at this time of disaster and mourning.

Silence

L. Almighty and compassionate God, our eyes could hardly watch, nor our ears hear, nor our minds conceive nor hearts believe the unfolding of the tragic events of September 11. Never have we seen such horrific terror and slaughter of the innocent. Never have we experienced our shores, our airports, our commerce, our communications and our government in such a quick and total state of lock down, alert and defense. We are attacked and besieged. Fear and mourning have gripped our souls. Tears and anger flow with abandon. Life and liberty have been severely challenged. O God, in such a moment of shock, we hardly know what to pray. And yet we know, in you alone will we find hope, comfort and strength.

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. For the untold thousands of injured and bereaved in our nation,

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. For those who do not know the fate of their loved ones,

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. Be among us in our fears and ours tears. Give comfort and support to our hearts and our souls.

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. Refresh and strengthen those who aid and those who lead, even as we give thanks for so many acts of generosity, kindness and heroism.

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. Unite this nation in one resolve and protect the foundations of our liberty.

C. Great God of all, have mercy and heal us.

L. God of love, God of truth, God of life, God of hope, you know our needs are great at this time. You know them better than we can even state them now. In your mercy, hear our prayer. In your wisdom, grant us those things that will lead us forward to wholeness, love and peace again. In your grace, bless us in this time with your holy and life-giving presence. For blessed are you, O God, and blessed is all that you do.

C. Amen



Received in our Office, and highly recommended:
For Those We Love But See No Longer: Daily Offices for Times of Grief
By the Rev. Lisa Belcher Hamilton (Paraclete Press, 2001)


This portable volume, compiled from the Book of Common Prayer and other sources, offers a weeklong cycle of Morning, Noonday and Evening Prayer and Compline to those who are grieving the death of a loved one. Well designed and well reasoned, it may be used by individuals or groups. It is an excellent resource at this time of crisis and beyond.

Andrew Gary, Critical Incident Secretary

A Sermon for Proper 20C

And the master commended the dishonest manager... (Luke 16:8)

Have you ever been puzzled by the story in today's gospel? A rich man's property manager who is about to be fired does some shady bookkeeping. He reduces what his boss's debtors owe so that they will take him in when he gets kicked out on to the street. So far, it makes sense. The puzzle comes at the end of the story: "And the master commended the dishonest manager." Why in the world would the master commend the manager for acting dishonestly? The puzzle just gets worse when we look at the text more carefully. The Greek work translated "master" is the same word that means "Lord." It is quite possible that Luke meant us to hear this: "And the Lord"-meaning Jesus-"commended the dishonest manager." If it is a puzzle why the master commends the manager's dishonesty, its even harder to imagine why Jesus might. What's going on here?

The answer offered by most NT scholars is that the manager is praised for his resourcefulness in dealing with the crisis that has come upon him- a crisis like the sudden coming of God's Kingdom. By telling this story, Jesus urges his hearers to act as the manager did: In a crisis, you have to seize the moment and do what needs to be done with courage and decisiveness.

The crisis that came upon us 12 days ago was the opposite of the coming of God's Kingdom. It was an attack of evil, not the arrival of God's goodness. But in that crisis, we have seen many who acted with the kind of courageous decisiveness that Jesus praises: the passengers on Flight 93 who charged the hijackers so that more innocents would not die on the ground; the firefighters, police and EMTS who rushed into the burning World Trade Center to save lives; the Pentagon workers who got others out before the building collapsed. These courageous, decisive deeds are incomparably beyond what the dishonest manager did to save his own skin. They deserve praise of commendation beyond what any words-even those inspired by the Gospel-can give.

It is fortunate then, at least for this preacher, that today's Gospel story offers something in addition to more inevitably inadequate praise for these national heroes. There is another quality to the manager's action which the lord and master commended: his "shrewdness." The manager was not only courageous and decisive, he was shrewd, imaginative · catching both master and debtors off guard by his unexpected action in the crisis. It is this imaginative creativity that gets the master's praise.

The manager's shrewdness reminds me of some other puzzling and misunderstood words of Jesus that have been brought to mind by the question we now wrestle with-how America and its allies should respond to the terrorists attacks of September 11th? Though they are seldom heard this way, the sayings I have in mind teach that an imaginative shrewdness like the manager's is vital when we must respond to evil. The words of Jesus I mean are these:

"If anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; and if anyone wants to sue you and take your coat, give your cloak as well; and if anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile."

Now, the traditional take on these words is that Jesus teaches us to be passive in the face of evil, to be pious doormats who suffer in silence for the good for our souls. Not surprisingly, we usually dismiss these words as possibly well-meaning, but highly impractical. In times like the present, we think them downright dangerous, since they seem to say we should let evil do its destructive work unchecked by any countermeasures for good. And if, in fact, that is what Jesus meant by these words, such objections would be more than justified.

But-you knew that was coming, didn't you? -- some careful work on these texts by NT scholar Walter Wink has convinced me and many other Christians that our usual take on these sayings is incorrect. These sayings do not teach passivity in the face of evil; to the contrary, they teach us to respond actively to evil-with courageous, imaginative deeds of non-violence. Jesus teaches that such deeds have the power to stop evil in its tracks when victims reclaim their dignity and power, and refuse to play by evil's rules. Let me explain.

In the culture of Jesus' time honor was very highly prized. A slap on the right cheek was considered a deadly insult, the way a slap on the face once led men to duel, or how among some teens today being "dissed" can lead to school shootings. But what if someone unjustly dishonored by a slap on the cheek should turn the other cheek, saying in effect, "Go on-hit me again! So what? Your slaps have no power to take away my dignity and honor." Suddenly the tables have been turned. The person dispensing insulting slaps is revealed as the one acting dishonorably. Evil is revealed and disarmed by this creative response.

Jesus' words about the coat and cloak tell the poor how to act shrewdly when being sued for debt by the powerful. In open court, Jesus says, give the rich person not only your coat, but your cloak, too, your last possession-and stand naked for everyone to see. The shame of your nakedness will reveal and condemn the evil of a person greedy enough to take your last stitch of clothing.

And, Jesus continues, if one of those Roman soldiers occupying your homeland compels you to carry his pack for a mile as the law allowed, volunteer to carry it a second mile. Expose the abuse of power for what it is; force your oppressor to recognize you as a human being with dignity and a will of your own, not the mere pack animal that he takes you for.

Such imaginative moves, Jesus says, disarm evil at its source. A more recent story shows the power such actions can have. In South Africa in the days of apartheid, a black woman walking with her children down a narrow lane was confronted by a white man going the other way. When she refused to step aside as she was "supposed" to do, the man spit in her face. She looked him in the eye and said, "Now, will please you do that for the children, too?" The man, ashamed, stepped aside and let them pass-and I suspect the evil of apartheid began to crumble in his heart.

Modern history shows that creative, courageous non-violence has enormous political power on a larger scale, too. The most famous examples, of course, are the liberation of India by the soul-force of Ghandi's non-violence, and Martin Luther King's use of the direct non-violent action in our own Civil Rights movement. The People Power Revolution of the Philippines and the end of Communist rule in Eastern Europe that brought the Berlin Wall down and stopped the tanks in Moscow also used similar tactics. And if you recall the many Indians who died at British hands or the old TV footage of freedom marchers being attacked by dogs & clubs while they prayed, you know that these people were as courageous in their day as the heroes of September 11th were in ours. We should never think that the challenging, decisive, imaginative non-violence that Jesus teaches is a tactic for wimps or the faint of heart.

Nor should we forget how often this strategy has been worked to overcome evil & bring freedom. When St. Paul wrote: "Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good," he was not mouthing pious words. He was describing one of the world's more effective strategies for engaging and winning battles with evil.

What has all this to do with the question of how America should respond to the terrorist attacks? Just this-that along with all the diplomatic, legal, financial, and military plans now being made, Jesus' style of shrewd, imaginative non-violent strategies just might be among the most effective, not to mention moral, ways of dealing with terrorism. It is said that the bad news about facing such an elusive enemy is that the usual means of waging war are of very limited use. The good news could be that necessity will prove the mother of invention, with creative non-violent ways of overcoming evil being put into practice and working.

During the past week in conversations and on the Internet, several such strategies have crossed my path. Once comes from a retired Air Force Major, a veteran of Desert Storm and former War Planner, who knows better than most of us, I'm sure, what military force can and cannot do to capture terrorists in the mountains of Afghanistan. So the major has proposed this way to wage unconventional war on an unconventional enemy. He points out that "Osama bin Laden and his followers have profaned Islam" in a variety of ways, and so he urges the US to "persuade and provide support to the Taliban and every other Islamic authority with jurisdiction or access to bin Laden and his network [to] arrest and try him according to the Islamic laws he and his organization have violated." The benefits of such an imaginative strategy are many, says the Major: "America doesn't sink to the tactics of bin Laden; the Taliban and Islamic authorities save face; the international community acknowledges the integrity of Islamic Law, we demonstrate American commitment to the rule of law, and an evil criminal is brought to justice in the near term."

Another creative idea has appeared in several versions: that the US should "invade" one of the devastated urban areas of Afghanistan-not with bombers or fighters, but first with Special Forces Units who can secure a perimeter & protect the people who would come next: the Army Corps of Engineers, transport planes full of building equipment, field hospitals, communications specialists, a commissary, and an Islamic chaplain: in short, all the people needed to sweep up the rubble and rebuild an entire area of a city complete with communications, housing, hospital, mosque, schools, a market place and a commissary-a kind of Marshall Plan before the war, not after.

Such a move would have its risks and might well cost lives, but in the face of that kind of creative "attack," how long would the Taliban be able to sell the Afghani or other Islamic peoples on the idea that the US has evil intentions? By using the best of American skills and the American spirit to capture the hearts of people in a non-violent war, the capture of bin Laden and his networks could become much easier and less costly than by going after them with bombs, missiles, and ground troops from the first.

I'm not claiming that either of these ideas is the solution to the exceedingly complex challenge of dealing with terrorist evil. But I am claiming that the imaginative, courageous non-violent strategies Jesus teaches can have enormous power for overcoming evil in the struggle between freedom and fear we now face-and that is a power to which we all we need to have our minds open.

Though I hope that the new challenge terrorism poses will lead us to new and creative ways of acting, I'm also afraid that ideas like these will be quickly dismissed as impractical by those with the power to make the decisions. Today, our second lesson urges that "supplications, prayers, intercessions and thanksgiving's be made for ... all who are in high positions." Part of my prayer for our leaders and planners these days, and I hope yours as well, is that they will have not only the courage to act decisively, but the shrewdness to act imaginatively: to overcome the evil of terrorism in creative, non-violent and effective ways.

But I'm not just concerned about whether those in high positions will be see the strategic possibilities that Jesus' teaching offers-I'm concerned about us all. You know, its an odd thing. We Christians say we believe that Jesus is the Incarnate Word of God and Savior of the world -- yet we routinely dismiss his teachings as being impractical. We act as if the One who made and saved the world is too stupid or dreamy to have any useful ideas about dealing with the evil that he came to save us from. What might happen if we acted as if the incarnate, creating God actually knew something about doing good and disarming evil? What might happen if we lived as if Jesus actually knew what he was talking about? Maybe in our present crisis we would act courageously, decisively, and imaginatively. Maybe we'd find creative ways to urge our leaders to take Jesus' practical non-violent shrewdness with the seriousness it deserves. And if we did, I suspect that the world would never be the same.

The Rev. Jack Zamboni
Grace St. Paul's Church
Mercerville, NJ
September 23, 2001


Reflection on working at Ground Zero
from Cmdr. Gail Cullisch, U.S. Coast Guard



Most of us that were there the first week have been experiencing anxiety dreams, depression, and other impacts of Critical Incident Stress, but we are being proactive in acknowledging them. We've had help from chaplains and others to the extent we desire, and have taken the counsel of published info that has been given to all of us on how to acknowledge and manage. Each of my people, and I, feel better everyday and are moving through the healing process. I have to say, though, that one of the most troubling aspects of this is that, although we played a helping role, we each felt so insignificant in contrast to the scope of the relief effort and the magnitude of the tragedy. But I did the "candle thing" with my front line group (6 of us did "Day 2" work). We turned out the lights and one by one I had them turn on their flashlights. The first one only lit up a small part of the room, the second more so, and by the time everyone had their flashlights on, the whole room was lit up. So they could see that each little part was important and without it -- well it's bad sermon material but it was what we needed to do sitting in the blown out building across from the pile and wondering what possible value our presence had....



I can now relate better to war veterans who experience something beyond words and come back to a world that "just doesn't get it" or even worse to imagine experiencing that and coming back to a country that doesn't value what you did or acknowledge the horror you bore, and disregards you or even yells at you or tries to harm you. The Vietnam Veterans have my greatest sympathy and strongest support. I cold not even imagine but have had a glimpse of that world enough to know that theirs is a truly unique pain. And I can understand even more why, after all these years, World War II and Korean War veterans preserve their bonds so tightly with their colleagues from that experience. No one less could possibly get it and they don't have to explain it to each other. Imagine coming back to your family that, even though caring and sympathetic, couldn't begin to even know what you experienced. I hope I'm not overstating this, but in a few moments on the ground, I felt that I understood at least the edges of their world.





Church Center Chapel banner commemorating
terrorist attack on New York


The Chapel of Christ the Lord at the Episcopal Church Center in New York City has just received an offering from the Rev. Eliza Linley, a priest in the Diocese of California. She created a banner which now hangs in the chapel as a powerful reminder of the profundity of the events of September 11 and their impact on our lives and future.

When asked what inspiration was behind this creation, she responded, "I'd been feeling so useless in the wake of the disasters, as I know many of us have. I found myself just glued to CNN, unable to turn it off. I wanted to give something besides money and blood, and started to think about a memorial piece. The Church Center chapel just seemed like the right place. I wanted the work to be about the journey from despair to hope. But silk painting is a lyrical medium that doesn't lend itself to images of destruction. So I made a digital image from news photos and had it photo silk-screened onto white silk. I then hand painted the rest of the image with silk dyes and resist. The dyes are then set by steaming."

The banner is titled "Requiem" and this legend accompanies the work:

They are with us - leaves on the tree of life
their souls are colors of an endless, varies tapestry,
each color vital to the whole,
each strand infinitely valued in the eyes of God.

 by Clayton Morris (ENS)




Homily for September 11, 2001

(Isaiah 26: 1-4; Psalm 121; Matthew 5: 43-48)

In the Name of the most Holy and Gracious God. Amen.

A terrible, terrrible thing happened this morning, an act of such unspeakable cowardice and malice as to be beyond belief. This is for our children, what Pearl Harbor was for our parents. We are bewildered, stunned and in shock, partly because we would never dream of doing anything like this to another human being, and so when it is done to us, we cannot grasp it. Words fail us. I have been struggling all day to find words, and I feel so inadequate. I am speaking to you from my heart, which is aching, like yours.

It feels frustrating, wanting to "do" something, and not being able to get into NYC to help, but I want to be clear, that prayer is practical and pragmatic, and it is vital for us to be in prayer. That you are here, in prayer, matters.

It is important that we are here in this sacred and holy place, knowing all too well how small we are, how vulnerable we are, how overwhelming the world can feel. The words of our Great Litany include a prayer that says, "From dying suddenly and unprepared, Good Lord, deliver us." We cannot control the "suddenly," we can only try to be prepared. As your priest and pastor, I remind you - and I tell you this because I truly believe it - that God is ultimately all-powerful, profoundly compassionate, and is present with us and in us.

When terrorists strike, besides the obvious goal of doing physical damage, and God knows that was done today, their other, more important goal is to make us feel helpless. Remember that we are not. They want us to feel hopeless. Remember that we are not.

Let us remember who we are. We are God's people. Whether we are Christians or Jews or Muslims, we were created by God, and we are called to be holy, called to be different. We are not terrorists, we are not those who act out of hatred, and we must be so very careful now not to give into the impulse to react in kind, to want an eye for an eye. It's understandable we might feel that way, but we cannot give into the evil that is around us.

We are called by the Gospel to do a difficult thing. We are called today to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us. That's a hard one, there's not a person here who doesn't know some one who worked in that part of the city, but we have to try. We don't have to be perfect - the English translation of the Gospel (Mat. 5: 43-48) is not quite accurate. The sense of it is more that we don't have to be perfect, we are asked to be open to being perfected. We are perfected by what happens to us on the outside, and what we allow God to do with us on the inside. I assure you, I promise you, the terror out there cannot overwhelm the Holy Spirit in here. It cannot overwhelm the power of this community, gathered together in intentional prayer.

This is what communities do, and although it's hard in our culture to believe that praying is actually doing, as we gather here and pray for peace and for consolation, for comfort for the victims and strength for the rescuers, we are doing something profound and powerful.

I keep remembering Archbishop Desmond Tutu, that noble, wonderful man, unable to vote in his own country because of his color. He came to General Seminary and spoke about working to end Apartheid. He said he knew Apartheid could not stand, because there was a nun in California who got up every morning at 4 AM, and prayed for it to end. Now, if a nun in California could bring down Apartheid, think what the prayers of so many of us, focused on this, can do.

Words may be hard to come by, but there are some quiet, deeply powerful things to do: we pray, and we must not stop. We pray for the leaders of this country and as hard as it is, let us pray for those misguided souls who think violence is any way to solve anything. Let us pray for those who did this terrible thing today. These are people whose lives have so little meaning, they think nothing of killing themselves as they kill others. We can work to bring meaning and hope to them.

We are going to strive to be part of the solution, not the problem. After communion, we're going to light candles, rather than curse the darkness, so that the darkness does not overwhelm us. Remember that God is with us. God was in the ovens at Auschwitz, he was with the people in World Trade Center and at the P