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Bishop’s Diary, 19-23 June
So much of this work
is based on "getting on the road." In fact, I look forward
to spending the weekend in Biloxi with Mickey and Sandy Bell.
(As you know Mickey was facing surgery, details below.) Given
that, one can get restless if another trip isn’t in the offing.
Nevertheless June is
reading and preparation month for our General Convention. You
have to stay in New York and do it. Bishop Keyser passed on wise
advice to me, "You want to have read and familiarized yourself
with all the resolutions and as much information as you can. After
all it (Convention) only comes every three years."
But we’re not off on
a desert island. The phones and fax get a workout and our e-mails
still hum. I thought a sample of this week’s traffic might interest
you:
Received an update from
CH Bill Bischoff that Mickey’s surgery was going well and an offer
to facilitate +GEP arrival on Saturday to include options of scenic
routes from the airport!
Exchange of calls with
CH Owen Mullins, Schofield Barracks, Hawaii (who sends regards
to CH Dave and Gaye Stricker from their duty together at West
Point) on solving the problem of the Episcopal Charismatic Church
making overtures to take over our congregation.
Call to Jack Williamson,
Executive Director of NCMAF (National Conference on Ministry to
the Armed Forces) to coordinate a meeting between +GEP and the
Episcopal Charismatic endorser.
Calls anticipating +GEP
visit to Milwaukee 15 July to meet with hospital chaplains
Numerous calls to and
from various people/organizations making arrangements for General
Convention, including: hotel rooms, restaurant for dinner, exhibit
booth-purchase and rental of various items registration of volunteers,
travel arrangements. All fielded by Dr. David Henritzy
Conference call with
CH Jackie Means as she anticipates trips to North Carolina and
the continuing setup of her field office.
Calls on Pension coverage
Call to CH Bob Neske
before he runs the Alaska Marathon. Go Bob!
A badly timed
call to Ch Lee and Martha Dudley on the eve of their PCS from
Germany to Fort Bliss. It was 11 p.m. their time. So sorry.
A call to CH Jeff Seiler
about a clarity of service with an Episcopal Missionary Church
chaplain. Jeff and Jennie had just taken some leave time "to
survey colleges with their son." Jeff is interested in scheduling
a Visitation in the Fall. I told him that we expect to have the
Office two-year calendar up on the web site after Convention and
for him to take a look, and propose a date.
A call from CH George
Clifford asking for Baptismal Certificates. Susan will not be
teaching for awhile. They’re looking forward to the rest. George
inquired about Bill Noble’s replacement (as many more persons
are doing as time goes on). I replied that we are gathering names
and resumes and expect to take some action in the Fall. Though
he had no confirmands, George proposed to be included in any Visitation
"swing" through his area. I’d like that.
An exchange of e-mails
with Ch Carl Andrews thanking him for chairing Eric Mills’s Interview
Committee. Later, coordinating details in his support of Convention.
Thanks again, Carl. Later again inquiring where CH Bob Gilman
might be. In Sarajevo!
Brook Packard received
call from Sandy Bell saying it had been a long day, yet Mickey’s
12-hour surgery took 11 hours and they were hopeful.
Call to CH Keith Adams,
just checking in and back to me, asking, "who’s praying for
you?" "I will." He said. Keith inquired about CH
Jeremiah Day (retired), wanting to be remembered to him. After
this call I tried his father’s number with no result. Jeremiah
are you out there? We continue to pray for Christopher.
Call from Mark Werner
thanking me for sending him the book, "Praying the Eucharist."
Though retired, and active in his diocese, he considers this Episcopacy
his second home. He expressed enthusiasm for a new teen event
called, "Happening."
This is only a sample
and does not even begin to track the ever-increasing e-mail surge
we greet every morning and throughout the day. By the way I have
two e-mail addresses: gepackard@aol.com
, and, gpackard@dfms.org.
The former I use in the field, the latter here in the Office.
Note the aggravating "e" in one address and not in the
other.
All the best.
+gep

Bishop’s
Diary, 12-13 June
I had been waiting for Monday
so I could catch the Washington shuttle from Laguardia. Our
new home in Rye allows for these quick connections, for
despite the fancy address we live close to Playland
Amusement Park—you can hear the roller coaster—and not
that far from the Airport. We chose it, in part, so as to be
convenient for chaplains to drop in, so don’t be a
stranger. Don’t get me wrong we’re not in the flight
path, although on one trip home I could make out where my
wife had parked the car!
So, at the first of the week
I headed South for a conference over dinner on the subject
of "Lutherans", then up to the Cathedral to escort
Eric and Susan Mills to an Interview Committee, and then out
to Fort Meade for lunch with our chaplains there.
I have CH Jay Magness to
thank for his effort (ably assisted by CH Wally Jensen) in
arranging a delightful dinner with The Reverend Lloyd
Lyngdal. Lloyd is responsible for "Federal Chaplaincies"
in the Evangelical Lutheran Church of America. At the East
Coast Conference I joked that August should be
called, "take a Lutheran to lunch month." As you
may know we anticipate passage of "An Agreement of Full
Communion Called to Common Mission: Concordat of
Agreement" with the Lutherans at our General Convention
Meeting in July.
Eager, polite, dinner
conversation for these moments tend to bring out all those,
"my best friend is a Lutheran" anecdotes we might
have. This was not the case here and perhaps it keyed on the
noticeable ease that Jay and Wally had with each other. The
chat was non-stop and the evening was filled with the laughs
servicepersons are known for. I thought that this is where
ministry will be, at the level of two chaplains in their
friendship and common heritage offering themselves in a
mutual ministry. More occasions are planned.
Meeting Sue and Eric Mills
and hearing of their faith journey would give anyone heart.
Reared in the Roman Catholic Church, then growing with the
Disciples of Christ while both were in the Air Force as
enlisted persons, they only came to know the Episcopal
Church while members of the Syrian Orthodox Church! Later,
while in seminary, they made a solid connection because
"of the Sacraments and Tradition." Eric said it
uniquely; "The sacraments draw you forward and keep you
on course." After breakfast we went to the Cathedral
Library where CH Carl and Lynne Andrews hosted a
conversation with CH Gerry Blackburn and CH Gary Parker.
And that’s the way it goes.
Gently, but persistently we try to discern whether there is
a call to one of our Chaplaincies. We’re looking for
people who can thrive in these "never a dull
moment" kind of environments. If you know of anyone let
me know.
CH Bill Wight rounded out the
trip with an escorted trip to Fort Meade. First we stopped
at Epiphany Chapel where the Rev. Phoebe McPherson briefed
us (by now Shirley and CH Norm Forde and CH Bob LeBrun had
joined the entourage) on plans to complete plans for a WWI
memorial at Epiphany Chapel. Before leaving for lunch we
said the Noonday Office together, thanking God for all those
who went out the doors to serve in the Great War, some to
return others not.
Lunch was warm but had a
serious edge to it. Bill Wight will retire next year and
there is no replacement for the Episcopal service on the
horizon. I encouraged a team approach to address the needs
of the area ministry. Frankly this strategy is coming into
use more and more as the supply of priests dwindles. It
means we better be proficient in knowing other congregations
and insuring our people inter-mingle whenever possible.
Back home, more next time. +gep

9 June
On the way to Bishop-Elect
Dave Bena’s Consecration in the Adirondack Mountains, I
convinced CH (MAJ) Dave Scheider to have dinner with me.
Dave was driving back to his duty assignment at Fort Drum
from a diocesan convention in Syracuse so it seemed logical
to grab some moments together.
Dave eagerly told me of his
experience with new friends called the "Canterbury
Way." He added that it was "a modified use of the
Benedictine Rule." I was curious about that since
everyone from weekly Bible study groups to executive search
firms are claiming the means intended to bind a monastery
together under the hand of a gentle abbot. But Dave
insisted, he had covenanted with colleagues for prayer,
scripture and work/exercise. It drew them closer.
"Bishop, the expectation
used to be that we say the Daily Office every day. Is that
still the policy?" I asked Dave if I could restate that
here and thanked him for his frankness.
"Expectation" is not the word I would use. The
Daily Office is a way we are together.
When I worked for Bishop Dick
Grein I admired his steadfast routine of reading the Office
every morning. He used to save the second reading for the evening
Office, shortening the first and connecting the two. Some of
us feel overwhelmed with just getting around to opening the
book!
Dr. Peter Greider advises
using the little willpower we all have to create situations
to get results. When on a field operation, sometimes your
equipment must be re-arranged for comfort and functional
use, so too with the Office. For example, rather than fumble
for Canticles that "seem" to fit the readings, add
from those included in "Enriching Our Worship".
There, you will find texts from Julian of Norwich and Anselm
of Canterbury. There are other things you can do with a
careful reading of the rubrics.
Although Bishop Grein used to
say that the Office was not meant for corporate worship, if
you haven’t gotten around to saying your prayers, it feels
like you are detached and isolated like the birds in today’s
Psalm. (Ps 102: 6,7) Joining with others thereby is a good
idea.
The Office is the lens we put
on every day. It affects how we see things, the ordering of
priorities and the sense of the Spirit. Like Dave’s
Canterbury Way, it just draws us closer. My wife is a
creative genius with our six-year old daughter Clara. Brook
prompts Clara to ask herself during bedtime prayers to think
of the past day's activities to see the "hoorays, the
oops!, and the thank you's". It’s all about being
drawn closer and acting on it.
+gep

Bishop's
Diary
31 May to 4 June
A full week.
At the beginning of this run of days we received the alarming
news of CH (COL-USAF) Mickey Bell's diagnosis of pancreatic cancer.
I ask all of you to intercess with me for Mickey and his wife
Sandy. The operation is scheduled for June 7th. As the wonderful
faith community we are let us gather around our brother and sister
in prayer. The latest news is very encouraging. Writes Mickey,
"I can't say enough about medical support in the military community."
He shared with me that because of talented professionals the tumor
was detected in the earliest of stages. He inspires us with his
poise and faith.
Nearly
simultaneous to the Visitation of Mary (Wednesday), Bob DuBrul
our organizational consultant arrived for his periodic commentary
on how we are doing on some stated goals. The symbolism of Mary's
first news of Jesus in her womb to the very Ascension itself on
Thursday is writ large here. In one week we have bracketed the
earthly story of Jesus of Nazareth, the Resurrected Christ. Somehow
on the greater scale there seemed to be a context for our lesser
attempts to organize and tell His story.
After
the goals of getting the data base in place, balancing ministries
(Armed Services, Healthcare, and, now, Prison Ministries), finding
ways to speed up endorsements, etc., we are really here to find
and support people to tell this Story to people "in surprising
places." Who would have thought a conversation about Jesus Christ
could take place in the scrub room of a surgical suite, or at
an ammunition point, or after the count on a cellblock? You know
that it does, and, more to the point of this span of days it is
an interactive Story.
Not
only do we tell it, but also we are told. Bud Welch, father of
Julie, a victim of the Oklahoma City Bombing, alluded to this
in his riveting address at our recent National Prison Conference.
He said, "If Jesus were to come back this minute I believe you
would find him out at a prison or in that out of the way place."
That kind of statement from a man who knows some of the deepest
sacrifice is clarifying and fortifying for the kind of work we
do. Christ is powerfully in the unique people we serve. We should
also recognize the subtle warning, for no one owns Christ. In
turn, it speaks to the purpose of the Ascension. Jesus' departure
prepares us for the arrival of the Holy Spirit in Pentecost when
the occasion for Christ's presence in each of us is present, pressing,
and possible.
We
began this week worrying about Mickey yet trusting that his story
is wrapped in the care of Jesus, confident in the many days of
service yet to be. We end the week hopeful about the new life
ahead for CH (COL-USA) Lou and Linda Scales (He retires after
venerable service and begins ministry in Augusta.) and for our
old friend Dave Bena (formerly of the OBAF office) who becomes
the Suffragan Bishop of Albany. So many things begun, so much
continues, all in the embrace of Our Lord and His sending of the
Spirit. We thank you, Lord.
-gep

Diary, 26-31 May
Memorial
Day weekend changed for me when Tony Firak’s name went
up on “The Wall” at the Vietnam Memorial in
Washington, DC. He was a machine gunner in my platoon
from Milwaukee and forever had trouble pulling an
immediate corrective action on his M-60. This one time,
angry, he sat up in a firefight urging his weapon not to
jam and caught it in the chest
There
are so many things I could say about Tony. When I first
met him he seemed too eager to please, but later I
realized it was his nature to fit in by helping. We all
know people like that; it was just his way. I remember
him and that he never got a chance to grow old with me.
I remember that one minute he was there and then he
wasn’t.
Unfairness
seems like such a pale thing to say about his premature
end. It is deeper than that. We fumble for words to say
that life is so expressive and mysterious about what its
next moment will be yet death seems to end that. You
were once in a full, animated relationship with someone
and now there is dead air. Their being has ended.
Like
all the ongoing stuff of life, Memorial Day Weekend
seems to flaunt the unfolding moments of spring with the
expectancies for summer…how appropriate. It is
appropriate, if we pause and remember those who have
preceded us. I’m not sure a parade framed in rah-rah
patriotism is sufficient. Certainly the culture and the
VFW have a right to recall fallen heroes. But it is the
faith community, which has an interior responsibility to
remember not only the names but also the lives of
those who served. It is our calling that we linger in
the moment, knowing what despair there was in a life
stopped and in what a hope there is in seeing them
again.
I
think of death now, as St. Paul says, not as a
separation but as a plan to move through, guided by the
love of Jesus. I have expectant hope to see Tony again,
grinning, offering me a beer. Memorial Day changes a lot
with that perspective.
+gep
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